Love, an endless mystery♥

.Saturday, September 25, 2010 ♥

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I MISH EU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cn't u juz see dat ???
cn't you see dat i wanna b wif eu ?????
cn't you jus c the reason y i won't talk to you since dat dae ???

Oh gOd ..
i loVe hym sooo much ..
if only he'd given me another chance ..
i'll change for the sake of hym .. i'll change to b better ..
to love eu even mOre ..
to cAre 4 eu .. in any ways dat i can ..
this may sounds weird .. bt i LOVE EU !!!!!!!!

Love, @ 4:09 AM

.Friday, September 24, 2010 ♥

wat nOw ???

i noe that i sounds crazy .. n stupId ..

bt i WANT to see his face .. at least ..

bt everytime i do ..

it reminds me of that stupid "dare" .. n d times he broke my heart ..

i don't noe wart to do next ..

my frens tell me to move on ...

bt how cn i move on when i c his face almost every siNgle day ..

most of his class is my class too .. most ..

i noe itz been a long tyme .. bout 2 mnths ..

bt everytme i avoid myself nt talking to hym and avoiding hym ..

the more i miss hym ..

n now.. my feelings for hym has cm bck again ..

itz like i juz knew hym..

bt i cn't stand to watch hym wif this girl inside my klaz being wif hym ..

i noe she's his bestfren since years ago .. bt i feel jealous .. soo soo jealous ..

n juz now .. i juz saw hym walking bck hm frm sch wit this girl ...

my heart almost stopped .. i cnt stop crying .. bt this tyme .. i cry in silence ..

myb itz nt my fate to be wif hym .. bt i think i juz LOVE hym too much .. itz hard 2 let go.. wat am i doing ???

pls god .. please let me mOve on n 4get bout hym .. PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cn't bear to keep this feeling in me anymore ........................

Love, @ 8:20 AM

.Wednesday, September 22, 2010 ♥

me .. all caught up ..

ever sinCe my last broke up ..
i hd no strOng feeLings for anyone else anymOre ..
nt one ..
sOme evEn tried to get to my heart ..
bt i juz don buy dat kInd anymOre..
i was afraid i would be torn again .. scared to make the same mistake .. scared to fall in love ..
some peOple sae to follOw eur heaRt ..
bt now i don noe wat my heart is telling me..
im speechless .. it tells me nothing ..
i force myseLf to 4get hym .. i force myself to h8 hym ..
everytyme when i look into hym .. a part of me kept reminding of the past things that made my heart tear into pieces ..
bt a part of me is missIng hym soo damn mUch..
i don noe wat i muz do..
everytyme i went bck hOme ..
i remembered his presence sitting at the stairs under my block like he alwaes does ..
everytyme i walk alone .. i remembered hym walking by my side .. so warm it is to feel his hands .. his hugs ..
bt sometimes when i look at hym i feel hatred and vengeance..
it has been months since we last broke up..
n the most thing dat I do was being alOne ..
haIz ... wart shld i do ??
i'm denying hym .. does it tells me that i still lOve hym in a way i didn't realize ???
well .. let's juz see ..
or is it juz meant for me to stay "'alOne" for the rest of my life ...

Love, @ 4:16 AM

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